The Huge List:

SHOULD:
-stop complaining

-stop thinking that I can't do anything right

-save money for New York

-stop watching hours upon hours of YouTube videos

-keep my room clean

-not get annoyed by my dad on a daily basis

-take a break from korean music

-take a break from my SJ fandom

-relax

-stop making new crosswords

-become organized

-stop eating junk food

-start eating meals

-spend more time outside

-get a reality check

-stop being obsessive

-realize that my future is going to suck in all reality

-realize that i'm not the richest person alive

WANT:

-find Show's older albums

-memorize my 70+ song playlist that i haven't touched

-daydream

-finish crossword

-watch dramas again

-watch KO3 and TGH ALL OVER AGAIN

-do what people tell me

-start on that 100 SJ Fanfic Challenge

-help everyone besides myself

-get away from home more often

-to be more focused

-forget last weekend and prom never happened

I'm so negitive these days and I'm not sure why. I think it's because I'm really wanting summer. I wouldn't mind having more days off, and still make just as much money. I cannot wait until I get a break. Until I have some freedom from my parents. Mostly from my dad. I miss the old me. Not this retarded depressed two thousand nine me. I'll chuck it out the window. I miss last year already. Pitty. I change to often.