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ONEW ★ TAEMIN ★ JONGHYUN ★ MINHO ★ KEY

The KO3 Soundtrack has Peng You on it <3
I'm so downloading it when I go home. It also has the poopy verison of Gou Ai. But w/e at them. I just won't listen to it. At least with a new album (I have too many) I can sort out my Itunes again. Before I go to New York.

I know I'm giong to be forced to go to New York. So I will. I know when I'll go I'll have fun but I really really really don't want to. I'd rather stay home and work for my dad. That way I can build up the huge debt I've given myself. I just can't handle money, I know when I go to New York I'll want every little thing and blow all of my money. I can't do it anymore. I'm getting too stressed over it. So I just don't want it all. If I don't go I'll be better off.

Yeah I'll go. And I'll enjoy myself. I love the inside jokes that come from it, but I just won't eat, or buy anything. I'll give X0 the 45 dollars I owe her, and maybe get two things. Not the stack of books I wanted. Or the stack of CD's I wanted either. I'll just keep things small. And not pay attention to anything. I'll forget it all. Try to live carefree for a while. But this problem isn't going to solve itself. I just shouldn't go. For myself.

Damn.

I'm selfish. :/

샤이니 ★ SHINee

xiao tian has a wish; don't you?
☀ 365 Reasons To Smile
☀ The chance to meet Chord
☀ See Super Junior Live again
☀ To have a FERRIS WHEEL TOUR with my dear X0
☀ Amazing Knowledge of Chinese, Taiwanese, Korean, and Japanese
☀ I've eaten 81 airplanes.
☀ I've wished on 56 ramen bowls.