Livin' In The SHINee World

Thursday, February 26, 2009

...w/e @ 10:33:00 PM

i really don't care about blog titles right now
i really don't care about anything
i just keep on hurting people
over
and
over
and certain people should leave me the fuck alone
seriously
i can't take any of this shit
i'm tired of dissapointing people
my heart keeps on telling me i'm in love
but in reality i know i'm not
i'm just going to keep on using and using
until they are nothing
seriously
shut the fuck up
i hate it

and you
i've waited 4 years to see your face
i've done everything
you fucking promised me you'd come and see me
now your not even coming up here
so much for a good late birthday gift
:/
screw my countdown
screw everything
i'm so tired of it
and nothing is calming me down
i just threw up for the first time in a really long time
seriously
why do this to me?
why lie to me?
we keep on lying to me?
why do this?
just stop talking to me
get out of my life
you did it before
now do it now
i won't text you anymore
i won't do anything with you anymore
stay in your little town you left me for
and never come back
i'm tired of broken promises.

god dammit
i hate myself.

song: Cheoeumneukkim Geudaero (The First Impression)
sung by: Cho Kyuhyun
translation:
I'm walking a different road
You didn't say a word
I feel you got tired from waiting
I know
You have to keep going on
You don't have anything to look forward to
The heart is slowly getting cold
I would get very scared
When I saw you yesterday
I turned around and left. Please forget me
If I love you
I wouldn't say the words "I love you"
But I would wait for you with more coldness, you should know.
Today I left you
Forget the days of solitude
The words that I really can't say to you
I love you
Just like my first impression
Today I left you
Believe the lonely me
The words I can't say to you is
I love you
Just like my first impression
Just like my first impression

샤이니 ★ SHINee

User Info

I am Xiao Seulie or Xiao Tian! I am currently 18 years of age, attending a university studying Chinese and Korean language and culture.
I adore most asian cutlure, and I am in love with Korean Pop and Taiwanese Pop music.
My favorite Korean group of all times is Super Junior which I live, breathe, and love.
I enjoy many other bands as well, check my LiveJournal or my YouTube.
My favorite Taiwanese artist is Xie He Xian who has taught me many things.
I have a deep love for Henry Lau, it's just a thing.
I have the greatest friends alive of who I take advantage of.
I am Koreas #1 Fangirl, the eternal fangirl!