American Government - Reitveld

Concert Choir - Hampton

Chinese - He Lao Shi

Study Hall - Shimming

Advanced Speach and Composition - (Mrs.) Goddard

Algebra II - Neville

Art Intro- Kinsley

I didn't even want art. But due to the school not giving me 4th hour, I needed to find a class. I don't get why I couldn't re-take Earth and Space, but whatever. I got a study hall there due to a lack of interesting classes, and got the only class availiable in 7th hour. At least I get to use Calligraphy pens, and MAYBE hear Yiruma (I love his music~~). But Kinsley never liked me, and I can't draw a circle to save my life. So cheers for Art Intro! After semester two, it's already time for New York. Time is flying quickly and I'm actually afraid for the end of this semester. I'm a senior trying her best to get into OSU (Ohio State University).

I have cut back a lot on my random spending. I am keeping track of my check book and planning for New York bit by bit. I can't not go. I have to, I've been waiting for too long to have that much fun, so I should at least go all out when I do. I have Super Junior's Super Show coming (literally I just checked my gmail and it was shipped 2 days ago!) My next order that is coming is Danson's new album (I'm waiting loyaly for it) with a Danson Calendar (I'm giving it to x0) and a new Yesung earphone necklace, it broke on me! Then I have Epik High's Volume 5 and a Leeteuk Choker necklace. I'm currently waiting to talk to Sarah so I can get her address to mail her, her letter and check for my Super Junior socks. Plust, it's nice having another person like me. We're so fangirl together. I LOVE YOU SARAH~ Then I'll be set until after my birthday and 3Jib comes out (I cannot wait!) No more reckless spending. I need every penny I can. I MUST go to New York. I MUST. I MUST. I MUST! jiayouaitian!

Last Saturday (the 17th) was one of my Oppa's birthdays! Kangin Oppa! Happy Late 24th Birthday! I'd call you an old fart but your younger than Yesung (I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT) and Teuk has 2 years on you. Not to mention how Show all the way in Taiwan has 6 years on you. Anyway it was Kangin's birthday. Xiao Kong and I talked a bit and agreed on making him this "Fluffy Fudge Cake" it is the most fatty cake ever. It's like a HUGE BROWNIE! And it tastes AMAZING~~~~~. Anyway. So we drove ourselves (lulz more like I drove) to Xiao Ling's house all the way out in the country (it's actually not that far from town only a mile) we were told not drive up the driveway in my car (it's a korean piece of crap but I love it ever so much) so we took my dad's big honkin' truck. We made it nicely up her driveway but got stuck at the top. The snow didn't seem as deep as it was, but hey~ It's a funny story, right? Well we got there and made his cake. We greased and floured the pan amazing well only to be shot down again by it breaking once we took it out. We still put the two cakes on top of each other. We joked around for a while only to realize it kinda looked like a monster. XK begged X0 for the melon baller, and she made eyes to go atop the cake. It was true! It looked like a monster. From there we kinda juts went nuts on Kangin Oppa's cake. We ended up making it have eyes, and teeth and hair. It was amazing. The pictures can be found over at X0's blog. The link can be found to the side! He's quite amazing I think. So happy birthday Kangin. I hope you have another good year (of course 3Jib comes out) and try not to be too much of creep. No more sailor pants, and ascots. Just ask Teuk to wear more suitable clothes. Please? Thanks~

I always complain about my job. But in reality~ I actaully like it. Yeah it sucks the energy out of me and takes up most of my time but I don't mind the money and I don't mind my co-workers. Besides it gives me lots of stories so it can't bet that bad. The other night whenI was working until 10 (I hate working that late) I had an amazing night. Briana and I talked about hickey's, and Dor along with the two of us threw stuff at cali all night. But after they left I was a bit bored. UNTIL I saw a group of asians. PURE ASIANS. LIKE ASIAN ASIANS. IN MY WALMART. Could it be Hank? Could it be Henry? COULD IT BE THE HENRY LAU OF MY DREAMS? (NOTE: Henry does not equal Henry Lau. [: ) 10 asians were in my walmart. (: Iseul was a happy camper~

Anyway when it gets dead like it was I usually hum a tune. It ends up being either a Super Junior song, Epik High's Fan, or lately it's been little kid songs like the Korean 3 Bears Song, or the Chinese 2 Tigers Song. But I was humming them back and forth but this kid, stared at me as I hummed the 3 Bears Song. I stared at him, and he stared at me. I tried to to squeal since he was part of the Asian crew, and I noticed something about him. The puff. HE HAD THE PUFF. HE WAS KOREAN. what do you know SCREENPLAY TIME!

*group of asians come to singled out asian*

I wrote down a bunch of things to write about but when I washed my face this morning it's all faded. I hate planning a blog and not writing about it. It gives me a headache trying to figure out what I was going to say. BUT all that I can think of is a small dedication.

This weekend I found someone I've been looking for. My Hyung. I never realized how much I depend on my Hyung. I really want my hyung to be there for me through everything. But what do I do for my hyung. Nothing I don't think. I need to stop thinking that my problems are so problamatic (does that even make any sense) and think about what my hyung is going through. I love my hyung's kisses and I love it when my hyung holds me, but I don't want to get too attatched. I'm pretty sure that once I do find someone I love my hyung will leave me. I often find myself wondering why I'm not in love with my hyung. I want to be, because I feel like nothing could touch me when I'm with my hyung. I love that feeling. But I hope my hyung will always be okay. To try to break away from everything and just be happy around me. I don't want a said hyung. WHAT KIND OF DONGSAENG (동생) WOULD I BE. I want to be a good dongsaeng to my hyung, but I'm afraid I'm mkaing matters worse. Oh well. I just have to keep humming to myself and hope that I'm not making a big fuss over nothing. But no matter what I'll love my hyung even if it's not a love love...right? Confused? I am.

That's about it. I'm trying to get a new layout before I write more of 'The Moment' (fanfic) but hopefully it works, I'll fix it up when I get back home and that's about it. I love you all!

jai you ai tian!

Kim Iseul

Ai Yi Tian

iseul

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