when you guys tell me this stuff
over
and over
it bothers me
i understand you want to be there for me
but all this confrontation at once
telling me that what i think is wrong
hurts
telling me to turn to god hurts
i understand it's all to help
but look at it my way
with everything that has happened
it's how i feel
the proof is there
and god
how could i turn to someone who has hurt me so much
besides thrusting myself in a religion doesn't seem logical
at least in my mind
whatever
i don't know anymore
you guys can keep being worried
but there's nothing wrong besides one thing
the way i am
and nothing
and no one can ever bring back the person who can fix it all
good luck
i barely even remember why i'm writing this
everything is a fog
i'll smile for you guys
i'll laugh
i'll get over it
everything will be fine (: