R A T S: says (7:15 PM):
your fangirlism > everyone else's

it's quiet true

i was debating on writing this in proper form...
but i'm too lazy
BUT
i'll tell you one thing i'm NEVER tired for
fangirling

it take this as a pride
being a fangirl isn't a bad thing
in fact
it's what i live for
those days where you feel like crap but they have a new MV
and you watch it
and your face LITERALLY goes:
: ( -> :[ -> : | -> :] -> :) -> : D -> 8D -> 83
sad to okay to happy to mega happy to amazed
or when you FINALLY realize that twenty oh six actually means 2006
OR when you've ordered an amazing calendar and all you do is check your mail for a week and when it comes you just flip out
yup
those are the things you live for as a fangirl
who cares if people look at you all 'wtf'
or if you run out of money
or if it's all you do
or if you run out of money
you enjoy what you do
at least i do
and if you fangirl
and don't express it
stfu and gtfo
fangirl
loudly and proudly

as most people know i
live
breathe
eat
dance
poop
sleep
learn
teach
super junior
i live for them
and yea w/e at being an e.l.f
so what if i am an elf
i support other members
i'm proud of it
i'll be glad to wear petites sapphire 13 nail polish
i'll be glad to flaunt my k-pop filled ipod
i really would
because it's what i do
and the funny thing about it all
i'm an unusual elf
i support henry and zhou mi
oh yeah
gtfo only 13
meet
forever 15
so i saw this amazing forever 15 video on youtube, and let me tell you
i cried
the things it said
the things it showed
i don't see how anyone could still be only13
unless they are so hung up on the fact that leeteuk (once upon a time coughhacklastyearcoughhack) said that there will only be 13 members
but things change
and if other members are okay with it
why can't you be
it's not a number after a while
it's music
it's life

amazing quotes from amazing people:

'"all of you will miss the number 13 within your hearts..
just like although 12 was good, you miss 13 even more
so won’t it be better if we can just accept it with open minds?^^
i won’t ask that you understand everything
but if you support me with enthusiasm i’ll return that favor even more~
it’s full of good things~ i love you~"
- Ryeowook (Li Xu)

"I just want to tell everyone that I will prove myself. I am not joining SJ, the one I'm joining is SJM, I hope that Li Xu-ge won't continue to be troubled over my situation. I will try my best. Also, Li Xu-ge, you have to try not to cry so much, if you cry too much it's bad for your skin"
- Henry Lau

(i find it ironic how he tells them to not worry about it, yet every time chanting happens we see the pain in his eyes)


"We're one!!! Kekeke I wanted to yell that out too~
But yesterday we showed them we are one right?
We are one!ㅋ
Super Junior KRY+T+M+HAPPY = 1"
- Sungmin

"Henry is a really good guy and he is someone that is important to Don't Don performances. I do know of the problems arising about the new member problem, but no current Super Junior members are quitting. In fact, we are adding another member and I agree to that point. During some performances, Hangeng and Henry cannot perform and that feels really uncomfortable. If Henry join us, Super Junior will show better performances and the fans will like it."
- Heechul

"I've heard of the sensitive responses from fans towards Super Junior's new member issue. You do not need to worry so much. What the fans loved since the beginning is the group Super Junior. The number 13 is not very significant. Before Kyuhyun joined Super Junior, we were a 12-member group. Henry met Super Junior in China and will become a part of us. If Super Junior adds another member, we will all support it. It'd be the best if Super Junior fans can happily accept this."
- Yesung

(he seriously took the words right out of my mouth, ilyoppa)

"About the creation of SJ-M, there are people who oppose and there are people who support. What we have to do is to continue to work hard. We prepared this for a long time and will give our best to everyone. At the same time, we also need everyone's support and care. When I was in Korea, I was cared by a lot of the other Super Junior members, we're like family. Now, I'm taking 6 friends back home, I'm really happy and I hope we can get everyone's support."
- Hangeng

"Although we are the new members and you don't know us very well, the only thing we can do right now is to show our best side, show our strength, or singing and dancing. To work our very hardest and show it to everyone, to let everyone accept us and like us. This is the only thing we can do now."
- Zhou Mi

(work hard zhou~ you guys will get there)


seriously
i love those guys
my fangirl just explodes everytime when i read that.

(i totally just realized how long this blog is gunna be and how i bet only xiao ling will read this all not even i bet she'll skim ohai xl ily)

Forever15 is unconditional love, because true love sees no numbers.


NOW BACK TO THE TOPIC

Fangirling does a lot for the soul
it makes your emotions run HAYWIRE
they make you sooo happy
and yet they make you sooo sad
i love it
and with fangirling
you tend to get other people
to fangirl
even though they don't like it
or want to
i've done that many times
and i plan on to continue doing it

seulies bands that she is too fangirl over:
SUPER JUNIOR M
super junior (in general)
epik high
fahrenheit
xie he xian
danson tang
super junior (:
dbsk/tvxq/tvfxq
the TRAX
rain
super junior (:

i guess it's just a thing at first
and it just grows on you
you get used to their smiles
to their amazing 'why are you so hot' faces
their dances (that you tend to memorize)
it's just something that has taken over my life
i lose all my money over it
but it's okay
because i'm so happy
and who doesn't want a happy seulie (((:

i'm going to rule the world with my fangirl-ness
just wait

but there is a downside to being fangirl about a band
that lives on the other side of the world
no
concerts
ever
no
touching
ever
no
nothing
all you get is super high prices
and super high shipping

i'd die if i could go to a concert to see them
i really would
just to tell them face to face
that they have my support
they will always have my support
all the way in the middle of the u s of a
there is a blonde haired girl
that goes by iseul
ai tian
xiao tian
amorette
that loves them
that supports them
and if i ever got that chance
i'd thank them
thank them for making me look at life differently
to thank them for helping me
and of course
i'd love to thank henry lau
i love that boy
i don't know why
but i do
oh well
i'll be fangirl over him
giving him my support
and all that junk~

iseul
the ultimate fangirl (FINALLY) out~

Let's learn how to love.
Let's learn to respect.
Let's learn to accept.

Super Junior KRY + T + M + HAPPY = 1

13 + 2 doesn't = 0.

13 + 2 = 1
13 + 2 = 15


jai you ai tian

isuel;
ai tian