Tuesday, November 18, 2008
이루마 @ 8:43:00 AM
I'm very glad. Soon I will be a proud owner of Yiruma's album "First Love (Repackaged)". It took me a while to see what I wanted to buy this time around. I know I should be working on my Chinese collection, and then my Super Junior collection, but something about Yiruma sticks out to me.His most popular song Kiss The Rain is amazing. If you have never heard it, YouTube it now. It is mind blowing. One of the things I like about this man, is his music style. He can make your heart weep, and at the same time a smile would be on your face. It really yells out to me.One of the things I've realized, is that you can't always act how you want. I always want to act as a strong girl, but sometimes my tears get the best of me and I break down. All of us do, but I do it now more than ever. I could be sitting in school smiling, or working with a smile, my voice fine, my body looking okay, but on the inside it's being ripped apart. My ulcer could be acting up and I could have been laying in bed for hours upon hours with no sleep, and all you'd see is bright glowing face. It's pretty much what happens most days. (Besides lately, I can now sleep thanks to you~).The way I am is the way some of Yiruma's songs are. Much like "River Flows in You". It starts soft and quiet then builds up, and repeats. It's truly amazing. I think that if I can listen to music without words and it moves me that much, maybe if someone quietly sits barely out of earshot, I'll be okay. I can't exactly hear them, but I can hear something. Maybe a small tune or a whispers that I can barely recognize, but somehow in some way I know that they are there. I'm proud to have a support system I can lean on. But at the same time, I don't always need it. I am strong enough. I really am. That's why I'm so happy to get Yiruma's album. I'll be able to connect with just one instrument going, hearing words and playing scenarios while it's going. That is the most comforting. Not hearing a song about not being able to love, or always trying to find someone happiness. So I can honestly say this will be when I'm truly happy. Sitting around, thinking about everyone who has ever helped me and fitting a perfect piano piece to them. They will never know which one it is, they'll only hear the piano. But when I hear it, I'll hear a full orchestra, and singer. The whole She-Bang. Now, I can't wait until I get it.Hurry up Yiruma. I'm waiting~Jia You Ai Tian!Iseul;
Ai Tian
P.S;
--- I am going to try to write my next blog in choppy Chinese (: Enjoy~
샤이니 ★ SHINee
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xiao tian has a wish; don't you?
☀ 365 Reasons To Smile
☀ The chance to meet Chord
☀ See Super Junior Live again
☀ To have a FERRIS WHEEL TOUR with my dear X0
☀ Amazing Knowledge of Chinese, Taiwanese, Korean, and Japanese
☀ I've eaten 81 airplanes.
☀ I've wished on 56 ramen bowls.
Xiao Ling