Friday, November 14, 2008
朋友 @ 9:31:00 AM
我的很好朋友——————。
And that's simply how I feel.
My parents want to bring me to a crisis center. They say things are getting out of control. But they don't see what I see. They don't think that with the help from my friends, I can be me again. I can get out of this stress. This isn't even stress anymore. I'm in burnout. I let it go on for too long.
Anyway, I can't say my very good friend ___. Because I have more than one. With each one of these friends, they all help
control different things of my life. It's really anything. I have
Xiao Ling who helps me whenever, and gives me words of advise. I have my now sister Jackie, who helps me sleep and screams at computer screens with me. I have Ginelle who can tell me she'd take a bullet for me while we both drool over "Don't Don" or "
Mirotic". I have Chelsea who has always been there for me, no matter what. I have
Luka, who says I can call any time in tears and talk to me. I have Jake who has helped me so much, and is willing to protect my life over his. And greatest of all I have myself.
I am the only one that can see things like this. Only I know the truth. Only I can calm myself down, and spark my imagination. Only I can do that. So it really doesn't matter how many friends I have. I'll lose some and gain some, but there is one I will never lose. My reflection. Myself. Only I can understand Me the most.
所以, 我揣测我的很好朋友是我。
I'll treasure myself.
I'll look at myself in the mirror and simply sing smiling
"Can You Treasure My Heart~"
And I'll nod, and agree.
I can treasure my heart, my body, my knowledge.
I'm glad I've realized this
Jai You
Ai Tian!
Isuel;
Ai Tian
朋友 had to be your favorite word for a reason right?
샤이니 ★ SHINee
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xiao tian has a wish; don't you?
☀ 365 Reasons To Smile
☀ The chance to meet Chord
☀ See Super Junior Live again
☀ To have a FERRIS WHEEL TOUR with my dear X0
☀ Amazing Knowledge of Chinese, Taiwanese, Korean, and Japanese
☀ I've eaten 81 airplanes.
☀ I've wished on 56 ramen bowls.